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P chan 19th birthday

We celebrated P chan's 19th birthday during break today.

Yay, P chan you accompany me already. :D

Birthday girl grinning happily.
Celebrated your birthday 3 times already.

Last year was at Settlers Cafe...

I wish you happiness and all the best!

You work hard for what you want so I hope you'll get what you wish for. =D

Best wishes from all of us, we love you goki!

If you still think life is a bed of roses, stop thinking that way honey, because it is not.
It's full of thorns and it's only going to get worse.
The pressure and madness that you are feeling now is nothing.
So chin up, don't be that naive anymore.

Psycho group jiayou! Hey I think we really rawk la. So we must rawk till the end ok.
Really love you guys loads.

I love A04 too! I shall plan the outing!

with the best cockroach in the world.

Psycho group missing junxian - "Hui Jia, go home!"

The manager, the lifeguard, the bell boy, the front desk and the cleaner. =)

Half of this entry will be dedicated to Ms Lim Si Xian.
Hi and Happy 19th Birthday =)
6 years and counting ya?
You know I'm the kind that holds back on a lot of things, but I think you deserve it so I'm going to say it anyway.
I think you're a strong person, then and now, any idea how much I respect you and worship you for that? You're confident about yourself, and you will never allow people to humiliate you. You're brave and you're not afraid to show who you really are.
You have strong beliefs and you stood by them, irregardless of what other people say.
You have a mind of your own, you know what you want and you go for it.
Not to mention, you were there to give me the advices that I need and to give a helping hand when I screw up something.

Stay this way alright? Go and pursue your dreams, I know you can make it up there.
Happy Birthday. =P Love ya.

Ok now my stuff.
No matter how much you try to change, how you try to lie to people, at the end of the day, you're still you and it won't change. Please, I want the old you.

Three freshies were behaving like assholes in foodcourt 6 just now, it got me and my friends quite pissed off. you better watch out don't let me see you again. i punch your stupid face then you know pain. and go and wash your mouth with detergent, It's DIRTY. LOSERS. you watch who you mess with.

不是每只船都不怕流浪的孤单
可是它们仍扬起帆
因为心中有个彼岸
也许有些路注定要一个人走完
所以背包总是塞满你所有温暖很暖

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多么遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂
原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎么疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里我就心安

不是每片叶都不怕坠落的遗憾
可是它们仍然飞翔
因为身后树的棋盘
也许有些梦做起来才知道很难
可是一想到为了你眼睛就不会流汗

Current fav.

Back from camp with an injury.
My leg muscles were overstrained after all the running - without my leg guard.
Sian, this got me damn irritated until at night when I start to get worried instead. I felt so helpless that I had to resort to signing on msn to find someone that can help. Thank goodness sixian's online to calm me down.

Camp was... well, if you are interested to know, I'll tell you personally.

These few days I felt as if I am on Gotcha, so if I am on Gotcha, you all can come out already, because I don't want to take anymore nonsense, thank you very much for your consideration. I let you win ok? I don't want to play already.

Now I'm not only pissed with one hero, but two heroes. Spoil my plan.
thanks ah for your help. you took away something that i need the most.

anyway, someone changed so much.
i'm somewhat disappointed.
but i don't know why i'm disappointed also.
maybe because i expect a lot more from this certain person?
yeah, it makes me sad when people change that way. you can lie to people, but when you look into the mirror, you can still see who you really are underneath that facade.
as much as i hate to admit it, a fact's a fact. it's beyond my control.
=(

WALAO EEHHH.
malaysia got swine flu!
how to go redang??

Ficklemindedness in people irritates me, even in friends.
Sometimes I get so fed up, I roll my eyes and ponder why is it so difficult for them to decide.
People who don't say what they mean annoys me too.
You tell us one story and how you feel, then the next you are painting a whole new different story to another person. What's that?

Act busy

Would you ever let someone go just because you love him too much,
and knowing that you are not the happiness he wanted?
because it's so much more complicated than that.

Busy like a little bee.

Had Electives Briefing today. A little pissed with the limited choices. They better give me my number 1 choice.

Upcoming schedules

- 15,16,17 May - help out in SEC camp
- 18 May - BD meeting, venue: school
- 20 May - BD meeting, venue: school
- 21/28 May - CSB job interview
- 22 May - Psycho 705 research proposal submission
- 23 May - BD meeting, venue: school
- 24 May - BD meeting, venue: my place
- 25 May- BD PA presentation
- 29 May - CF submission
- 30 May - ah xian birthday celebration
- 5 June - BD PA report submission
- 8 June - Psycho written assignment
- 10,11,12 June - Stock Trading Event
- 12,13,14,15 June - REDANG with the sisters!

so far, so busy, so good?

I want to thank my friends.
For keeping me from falling apart.
Redang in 31. =)

突然觉得自己好幼稚。很讨厌这样的自己。
说一套做一套，真没用。
最近有在跟朋友讲心事，也有在听她们说她们的事情。
大家都有自己的烦恼，和她们比起来，我的其实不算什么。

明天是母亲节，妈妈不在，又不能和她一起过。。。
我应该是世界上最不孝的孩子吧。早上在网上看了一个电视节目，他们在做母亲节特集。看她们说出想对妈妈说的话的时候，忍不住哭了。我本来就不是一个擅长说出真心话的人。。。
好想大声地说：我有话要说！！！

Go and do this quiz if you all have time ok?

http://quiz.ivillage.co.uk/uk_work/tests/career.htm

What career will suit your personality?
This description is a generalisation. If it rings true, you've found your career type. If it doesn't, return to the quiz, decide whether you answered truthfully, and not by what you think you should answer. Redo your answers and read your new results.
You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to stimulate your senses and your mind, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:
Novelist
Photographer
Vet
Medical Technician
Paralegal
Geologist
Marine Biologist
Graphic Designer
Online Content Developer
Webmaster
Computer Security
Producer
Computer Programmer
Technical Writer
Systems Analyst
Meteorologist
Artist

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.

You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.

You like to be involved deeply in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others at all costs.
You trust what is certain. You only like new ideas if they can be practically applied to the situation. You value what is real. You use your common sense. You like to utilise the skills you have instead of learning new ones. You are very specific and detailed when writing or talking to others. You follow directions well. You like things to be laid out for you to do instead of working them out for yourself. You like decisions to be made. You don't like things to be left in limbo. You like to know what you are getting into before you commit to something.

You like to focus on the here and now. You enjoy completing projects. It is important for you to achieve and succeed. Therefore, you believe in working hard and playing later. You like to set goals and work towards them.

Yes, I passed my BTT.
But looking at my schedule so far, I won't be taking ATT anytime soon. This means I may not get my license by the end of this year?

I admire friends who have something that they like, hobbies for example, or favourite singers or groups, etc.
Huili has Arashi, Goki has NEWS, Shufen has lifesaving and the police stuff, Julia has... Willie? LoL.
It used to be Softball for me, where almost every single post is about softball this softball that softball everything. Now? Somehow I feel that I'm not related to that sport anymore. It's just something that I used to play and in love with years ago. I don't even watch the matches and games anymore. So what right do I have to call myself a softballer and claim that I'm still in love with it? The only things that remind me of those days were the trophies, medals and the photos. Am I still a part of it now though? I dare not say I am.
What's my hobby then? I don't have a favourite at the moment, sad to say.

I'm definitely taking up something full time and actively in Uni, that is, if NBS wants me, I'll devote myself to their Softball team, that is, again, if I make it in the team.

For now? Fight for what you want, yes?

I know it's dumb and plain stupid.
But I can't help but think of all the reasons why.
Like okay, maybe because it's in feb and it falls on a weekday, or maybe because it was before the announcements of their results so they have no mood, or all other sorts of things that i thought of, like, busy with work maybe, no one suggested so let it be, or because it's just me, so let it be?
it's more of envy i guess.
but it sort of hurt you in one way or another, i'm not denying, somewhat jealous perhaps.
oh wells, whatever.

SAT scores will be available on May 21st.
Prays hard and crosses fingers.
BTT tomorrow, prays hard and crosses fingers.
Forgel said keep doing ten year series, ok later do again.
Zhimin laughed at me because I was conned into buying the highway code book. -.- go ahead and laugh all you want. lol.

We (Clara, Huiyan, Julia, Shufen and William) were enlightened by Mrs P Tan just now.
She talked to us for like almost 1 whole hour about some stuffs.
She told us not to be afraid to shine, to not be intimidated by others just because they look like they have more. She gave me that confidence to believe in myself once more, that I can do what I want if I really want it. Thank you Mrs P Tan. =) I will not let you down, I promise.

I begin to see friends planning for their future, like Shufen for example. I know of her interest in that particular type of job because she has been talking about it for months. And, well, if that's what she wants then as a friend I'll say, GO FOR IT. If you're sure of it, you like it, you want it, then make it happen.

As for me, for now, a place in NBS first, and I will move on from there. Yup.
I'm not that afraid anymore. =) so don't allow yourself to be intimidated too ya?

Junhao said something before psycho class that was super funny that got the bunch of us cracking up. New term for the day: OSS = Overly Serious Syndrome. This is an inside joke.

Our group still haven't decide for a topic for our 705 research paper, currently torn between two ideas. Think think think people, come on, let's think.
We are all tired today, especially now every week we have to present on a topic for psycho. -.-.
give you the dead look. jiayou ah people, it's the last semester for psycho, so let's not waste it.

Finally done with SAT on Saturday.
The test lasted around 5 hours. 10 sections worth of questions, one part on essay, 3 parts on maths, 6 on english grammar and vocab. Maths section was a breeze through for me, not too difficult, english was so chim. -.-. Essay was better than what I had expected, so I just hope my essay was not off topic.
Was supposed to meet sballers for retail therapy, but I'm so sorry I was too tired because I could not get to sleep the night before the test. We will fix another date ok?
Btw, I will be home alone again during mid-May for around 2 weeks or so, because grandma will be in jakarta and my maid will be following her, so whoever is interested, you are welcome for a sleepover during that period, GIRLS ONLY!