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Now that all the projects have been submitted, and 3 days to MST 1st paper, time to chiong.
Minasan, FIGHTO!

BLaw and MA tutorial was cancelled, so class starts at 1 today for my class. BUT, me and shufen arrived in class at 1.10 and class was dismissed at 1.30. Well done.
Went to the library to find the other ET and study. Huili joined us an hour later.
The gang has a new hobby - that is to apply blaw into our daily lives.
So there was this situation in the library just now.

Monkey told me, huili and william to take care of his bag, promising to give us $5 each. There was an offer, and there was acceptance and there was consideration, and we agreed. But later, he don't want to pay us! So, is there a breach of contract and must Monkey keep his promise to pay us $5 each?
Haha. And Monkey thinks that shark is a mammal, but when we told him shark is a fish, he said, ohya, because they have fins. -.-. lol. monkey, shark is a fish because they have gills.

Anyway, we registered our BD group today. A07 - which consists of Huili, Ryan,Weixian, Darren and myself. We were like super kiasu. And after we got our form and had it checked, huili and I ran from 19338 to 2245 where Weixian and Darren were waiting. But when we arrived, I felt stupid running, because unlike the situation at 19338, there was no queue outside 2245. So we registered our names =). Result will come out next semester? But our group shouldn't be a problem =). Yay.

After that went to Westmall to get some food at NTUC with huili and dear.
Then huili went home and we went to the library to study for a little while because I want to finish my Blaw.
Going to move on to FF and FMKT soon.
Minasan, gambate!

我爱你 =)

Hello.
I have been thinking a lot for the past few days.
And... yeah, I'm going to go and do what makes me happy.
Nothing matters more, and life's too short to not enjoy it.
Who knows what's going to happen the next minute, so might as well just enjoy every minute you have.
So, yeah, I'll give up. I don't want to live my life like that, it's not worth it.
=)
I should have thought this through long ago, I feel so much better now. But you know me, I don't like the feeling of losing, then again, who does? Sometimes you can just set your pride aside, it's not that important.

Taking time off from lecture notes,
got this off Cec Ang's blog.
1. What was the highlight of your week?
Hmm, that MST is a week away?

2. Whose car were you in last?
My aunt.

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
Er, hmm haha, I dunno! lol.

4. What color shirt are you wearing? Green!

5. How long is your hair? Longer than short, shorter than long.

6. Are you good looking? I look normal, I think.

7. Last movie you watched? Madagascar 2

8. Who were you with? Yew Jia Jun =)

9. Last thing you ate? Tiramisu!

10. Last thing you drank? Water

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken? Last February

12. Who came over last? Hmm, I think is Huili, a few weeks ago.

13. Are you happy right now? Kind of.

14. What did you say last? No, I don't want any - to my maid, she asked me if I want any fruits.

15. Where is your phone? On the table beside my cup.

16. What color are your eyes? I think it's black.

17. Are you left-handed? No, I'm a righty.

18. Spell your name without vowels: vln

19. Do you have any pets? 4 dogs, a number of fishes and a terrapin.

20. Favorite Vacation? So far it's Japan with the Chibarians.

21. What do you dislike currently? that I'm procrastinating despite MST.

22. What are you listening to? Crush by David Archuletta.

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? For MST to be over and the holidays!

24. What is your favorite scent? The smell of my pillow. lol.

25. Who makes you happiest? Family friends and JJ.

26. What were you doing at midnight last night? Doing FF tutorial.

27. When is your birthday? 11 Feb.

28. Who has the same phone as you? Zhimin, Huiyan, Chin Xiang.

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool? er, a month ago i think.

30. Do you read your horoscope? not really. when i come across it i will though.

31. Where was the last place you bought something? TCC, city link.

32. How do you feel about your hair right now? am pretty comfortable with it.

33. Do you bite your nails? sometimes.

34. Do you have any expensive jewellery? yeah, the one dad bought for my bro's wedding and the promise ring from dear.

35. Myspace or facebook? both no.

36. How fast have you driven a car? Hmm, I was so nervous my eyes were on the road and I dare not take my eyes off the road and look at the speed meter.

37. Have you ever smoked? 2nd hand smoke lo.

38. What was or is your favorite subject in school? accounts, maths stuff.

39. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for? someone like him. =)

40. Do you have any hidden talents? hmm, that I don't know.

41. Favorite Song? when you look me in the eyes by jonas brothers.

42. Do you like to sing at all? K BOX K BOX! =D

43. Dream Job? Chef =) remind me why am i in banking again?

44. Where does most of your family live? erm, back in indo. im the only one here. =\

45. Are you an only child or do you have siblings? one older bro.

46. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? not at all. my parents don't spoil their children.

47. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? shit,it's 1 pm already. i need to do revision!

48. Do you drink? occasionally.

49. Know any other languages? english, chinese, indonesian, jap, malay, and dialects if it's counted.

50. Ever write a coded message? back in primary school when I wanted to act like a detective.

51. Have you ever been IN a wedding? yeah, a lot of times.

52. Do you have any children? At 18? No way.

53. Did you take a nap today? Er, I woke up at 1 pm.

54. Who has the same birthday as you? Baoxian and Yuni =)

55. Ever met anyone famous before? erm, yeah i suppose.

56. Do you want to be famous one day? no, i don't. i want to be a nobody.

57. Are you multitasking right now? not at the moment

58. What is your least favorite chore? mopping the floor

59. Last place you drove your car? my neighbourhood back in indo.

60. Ever been out of the country? yup! love to travel =)

61. Where were you born? Jakarta Indonesia.

62. Could you handle being in the military? I don't think so.

63. What is your average cell phone bill? Eh. around 90?

64. Who are you thinking about right now? my uncle, i hope he can pull through.

65. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard? gang chalet last holiday.

66. How many pairs of shoes do you own? quite a number.

67. Are your toes always painted? No.

68. How many piercings do you have? one on each ear.

69. What are you doing today? STUDYING blaw and craa.

70. Have you ever been gambling? during cny.

71. When is the last time you updated your page? not long ago.

72. Do you like rollercoasters? sort of.

73. Have you ever been to disneyland or world? DISNEY JAPAN!

74. Do you have a favorite cartoon character? TIGGER, chip and dale, doraemon!

75. Last thing you cooked? instant noodles plus egg.

76. How's the weather? HOT this morning but was raining cats and dogs in the afternoon.

77. Do you e-mail? yup. all the time.

78. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone? Throw it against the wall.

79. Last time you were sick? two weeks ago?

80. What states have you lived in? Jakarta, Singapore.

81. Do you wish you could move? yeah i want to go live in the country.

82. What is your dream car? it used to be peugeot, but it's merz now.

83. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?yeah, everyone has that moment.

84. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be? EUROPE

85. Are you happy with your life? i'm pretty satisfied, yeah.

I'm sorry.
For the shitty attitude that I have been giving.
For trying to do something right before it got backfired.
I didn't mean it, for real.
It's just,
why must everything happen at the same time.

I don't know what to think when Mum broke the news to me.
Why.
If things happen for a reason, then tell me what the reason is for this.

I must be a disappointment to everyone today.
I'm sorry I made you guys see me in that state. I guess I'm just this weakling pretending to be tough. Now you know.
Please, keep him alive.

Like what HL said, I know it's not worth it.
But what the hell, seriously.
Congratulations, you guys should feel proud of yourselves. Why?
Because you all can some how annoy me and irritate me and piss me off every day every single second when I look at all your faces. Not many people can do that. So finally you guys can actually do something. -.-

Maybe it's just me, I just can't get along with you.
But then again, I don't really care.

Moving on to greener pastures, we learned Therapy during Psychology class today.
My group had to counsel Ms Tan who was supposed to be "Suffering from Depression because her GPA fell from 4 to 3.5".
I sort of have a more interest in Psychology rather than Banking nowadays. Is this good or bad?
Someone remind me why am I in Banking can?

Anyway, HL, Goki, William and I were on this topic that's been entertaining us for the past 2 weeks. Is Penguin a mammal or a bird? and why is Psyduck called Psyduck when it is not even a duck. and some stuff along that line. Haha. Currently we are on the What is a Seahorse? topic.

I hope Grandma gets better. And I'm sorry for losing my temper yesterday Mum.

I'm tired.

It's really nice to have someone who believes that you can do great things. But too much of it sort of backfires the whole motivation thing. That motivation becomes a form of pressure.
I know it's inspiring to dream big, to go on, to keep running, but sometimes you just want to stop, but the world won't let you.
"If everyone can do it, you can do it." But what if I don't want to do it? What if I don't feel like it? What if I'm happier without it? Why can't I just stand on the sidelines and watch them instead? Life shouldn't be a comparison. It's your own life, why must it be the same as everyone else?
I'm tired, of doing all these things that I have been doing, and I am still wondering why I stupidly gave up the one thing that I love. I must be crazy.

Happy Birthday Jeraine!
=)
Everyone in the gang is legal now! Except for Julia and Junhao, who were legal like how many donkey years already. LOL. Don't hit me ah. =P

And Congrats to Yubin for finishing her A Levels!
Eh, the rest of you all faster finish la, so long, your friend here very lonely you know or not.
I've finally completed my part for UCCD, ya I know, at long last.
Moving on to MA and then to FMKT. Hopefully, I am able to complete MA by tonight and at least get started on my part for FMKT.

Watched Madagascar 2 yesterday. Super lighthearted and heartwarming at the same time. The beauty of friendship, power of love, and supportive family. Why can't it be the same in reality? The world outside is so complicated and chaotic.
I don't like.

Some stuff happened at home. I really don't know how to deal with it again.

5 more days to D DAY.
jiayou eveline.

I don't know why everything seems to go wrong this week.
Today, especially.
Recovered from a splitting headache because I walked home in the rain yesterday. This morning it rained again and I didn't bring my umbrella because my bag was too heavy. Okay I know my own fault for not bringing. Then MA project driving me nuts. Thumbdrive have to spoil at this time and my latest ma data gone, half done uccd gone, other random files gone. I backed up every single file on my com, except for the files that I edited yesterday. Sometimes life is just playing with you.
And some other crap happen today also.
It just has to be that, what I hate most, people breaking their promises, on my bad day.
I'm sorry I was harsh, but I really feel like crap.
Everything's crap today.
I hope everything will be better tomorrow.

One thing about learning Psychology is that we learn stuff that explains human behaviour as well solutions to problems in our everyday life. I am glad I took up this course, because I feel that I can understand myself and the people around me more. Also, I learn how to deal with all the different people and how to react to all the different situations.

Yesterday, for example, we learn how to deal with free riders. A lesson that WE ALL NEED to learn and acquire the technique of.
There are basically two ways of dealing with them. Talk to them, find out the reasons why they are free riding, guide them along, give them less important tasks, or just let them stay that way, since the work they produce are crap.
Most of us agree with the latter. Since we tell them to do this thing, and they do not bother to put in the slightest effort, might as well we do ourselves. -.- Why bother with people who do not even want to be responsible for themselves? And why should we be the one clearing up their mess? Sorry la, reality check here. You don't care a shit about work, but people like us do okay? We know we sound like people who's got no lives, taking extra diplomas and working hard everyday, but let's see who will have a life 10 years from now alright? Do you know this thing called bitter first, sweet later? You reap what you sow, seriously. If you don't plant anything now, you think something will miraculously grow out of nowhere?
Ok, sorry for preaching, personal stuff that I am currently experiencing.

Today, we learn about this person-centred therapy by carl rogers, where we are supposed to treat people with positive regard no matter what they do or how they are like. It's really hard, because we are so judgemental. If what they do are against our values, then that's it, they will be labelled.

Business Development group for FYP is more or less settled. I hope we can work well. HuiLi! looking forward to working with you again, like finally! But too bad, our two other partners won't be with us. =\ If not we own liao. =(

DP class were like complaining why we don't have class fund as well. I rather use my $7.50 to go to DP class outing than that class outing. -.-

I was telling gang I have been eating a lot recently. Must control appetite liao.
I ate noodles this afternoon, then Huili couldn't finish her rice, so I help her finish, then in less than 1 hour, William tempt me with his fries, so I go and buy one packet and share with wanling, and I think I ate like almost half of Huili's chocolate. -.- plus one can of ice lemon tea.

Stress me some more I will eat more. So don't stress me.
Speaking of which, I gotta have my dinner and then do UCCD.
Bye.
I am so looking forward to the end of this term.

Psychology facilitation

Preparing for Two Truths and a Lie

Two Truths and a Lie

Find your animal friend

Make that shape

Caterpillar!

Forming the word : Communication

Facilitation by HAWKE =)
junHao, Alastair, Wuqiong, Kuanhuai, Eveline.

Music Man Concert Pictures

1) ~~MA Individual project - due 7 November~~ SUBMITTED
2) Gems submission of 1st assignment - due 14 November (got idea already)
3) UCCD report CA1 - due 21 November (haven't start)
4) FMKT report CA1 - due 21 November (in the process of collecting articles)
5) MA Group presentation - 21 November (in progress)

Tell me, am I doing it right?
3 weeks to MST,eveline, what are you doing?
Can you please stop slacking?
I need to put in more effort than this.

Time is moving too fast, can it please slow down?
Or maybe I am the one procrastinating?
So the problem lies with me?
Ya, I think so.
It's the time to concentrate.
Balance everything properly, and everything will be fine.
Right?
Cross fingers, I seriously hope so.

1) MA Individual project - due 7 November
2) Gems submission of 1st assignment - due 14 November
3) UCCD report CA1 - due 21 November
4) FMKT report CA1 - due 21 November
5) MA Group presentation - 21 November

You realise it has been almost a month since school reopens?
omg.

First things first,
OMEDETO, Goki chan to William san, for doing the gang proud for making it to FUKUOKA!
Wait ah, I prepare one list of wants. HAHA. I will try to make it short I promise! LOL.

Anyway, cut off all the boring stuff that happened today, Forgel and gang convinced me to attend the SMU talk. I know it's going to be tough, there's no use denying the fact that I have to work 100 times harder than what I have been doing right now, to get there. But the thing is, am I biting off more than what I can chew? Is it worth it? And is this what I really want? It's even harder than what I thought. Am I prepared to sacrifice? Right now, I honestly don't know the answer to that question yet. Aiya, if I can make the cut then say la. One step at a time, don't need to think so far yet. Why am I answering my own question? I'm really a weird person. Sometimes even I don't understand myself, so I shouldn't expect people to understand me also.

When things get complicated, forget the past, don't think about the future, and just live at the present. As days pass, things will get clearer, so just live each day as it is. =)
This, is life. If things happen, then let it be, because it's meant to be.

To friend:
I'm sorry about what happened to you, and I didn't know about it until yesterday. I hope you are doing okay, I couldn't contact you at all. You're a strong person, so I'm waiting for you to stand up from the fall. Get well soon.

Why does time pass so fast on weekends? -.-

Music Man concert last night.
Someone's first present and first surprise. =)
Lee Hom's live vocals was awesome.
And he sang many of my favourite songs. =D
He surprises us with a magic trick, where he disappears from the stage and appears like 100 metres away from us in like two seconds?
Sun Yan Zi and Kit Chan was there too.
Photos when I got time to upload.

I spent my whole afternoon at Bukit Timah Plaza today.
Ya, I know, what is there at Bukit Timah Plaza that I can stay there for 5 hours?
LoL. It's who you are with that matters. =D
We booked the tickets for Genting! 18 to 20 December, confirmed!
It will be Yuli, BS, Era, MX, JJ and me. =)
Then we went to Pizza Hut to study because Mac is full.
Why my place don't have a more decent shopping centre?
=\.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE!
and
GOOD LUCK ALL THE BEST TO FRIENDS TAKING A LEVELS TMW!
The war begins!
GAMBATE!