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Hello! This is Eveline.I'm nineteen. Currently studying in SP, diploma in banking and financial services. as well as psychology in business. I don't know myself very well. |
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I'm moving. to the EAST, tomorrow. Will be moving to my grandma's place at macpherson road jalan chengkek house no 78 with ms wong shu fen. WHY? because we are banished to Commerzbank whose office is located at Paya Lebar. In order to make life easier for both of us, so that we can sleep in 2 hours more, we have decided to move nearer to our working place. I think we pro huh. So from mondays to thursdays, we will be in the East, and returning to our own homes on Fridays, and then back there on Sunday. This will go on for 2 months. According to a credible source, we are going to a pretty good place compared to most of the rest. I am still a bit skeptical about this but I hope they prove me wrong. My fellow dbfs and I were unlucky because our ITP came straight after the credit crunch and we got hit the worst being in the banking and finance industry. Some of us were the lucky few who got into banks. BUT BUT, things happen for a reason and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Somehow, I found back the strength to fight. I'm back. =) Had a small gathering at Ms Tan's place with psychology classmates. Nice dinner and chatting session. Celebrated Ms Tan's birthday as well. To friends who are going to China for ITP: Yvonne, Junhao, Forgel -> bon voyage and good luck! we'll see you back in spore. jiayou. I will downgrade from a 10000 internet speed to 1000. =(. I will miss my home internet and my starhub cable most. Am super excited for the sans sleepover. There's so much to catch up on with those girls. We will have the house to ourselves because I'll be home alone. Being alone has its good and bad points. Good - there will be peace, Bad - i will think a lot. I shall ask them accompany me until sunday. wahahaha. Slept at 5 am this morning because I was chionging hanadan - korea. woke up at 2 pm just now. why am i being so random. i need a break man... to just chill and do nothing. like what junhao said, if we don't make good use of our next holiday to slack, we will be disappointing ourselves. the thing is junhao, our next holiday is so far away. =( blah. good luck for itp everybody. take care. Bday pics
                Left unsaid - eveline tan It may seem alright I may look just fine Beneath all that You're still on my mind I tried not to feel I tried not to see How fine you are Although you're without me So many things are left unsaid And my heart is filled with regrets The things I wished I've said The promises I've made I told you I've had my doubts before If you're the one I'm looking for I couldn't see it in the past But now I wish that we could last But when you let go of your hand the hand that I'll never hold again Baby the things that's left unsaid I will forget. Year 2's been a hell of a year. Where most of the days are filled with pressure, projects, sadness, anger, and disappointments. Nothing much to look back on except the precious 6 days of trip with the softballers, really. The rest of the days seem mundane and lifeless. Or maybe it's just me. I don't feel the excitement when the exam ended, unlike in the past, where I'll jump for joy and tell my friends how I plan to spend the hols. This time, however, since WE HAVE NO DECENT HOLIDAY EVEN AFTER A HORRIBLE YEAR, what to celebrate you tell me. My grades are going to drop again, don't even need to anticipate, it's confirmed. Shitty. Wth. When I look at the effort I put in, and the stupid results I get, is it my expectation too high or have I reached my limit. Can tell me what's wrong or not. On a side note, actually I do have plans for what I want to accomplish. - Sit ups and Push ups 100 times every day - Jog once a week - Learn Truth on Keyboard Fair enough right? Nothing much, since I will only be free on weekends. Schedules: - SANS sleepover - IT SHOW: get mini laptop, external hard disk, etc. and the stupid sore throat is really irritating me. 1. Write your LJ username - cyden-softball 2. Write your two favorite bands/groups at the moment - Lead, NEWS 3. Write either I ♥ k-pop ; I ♥ j-pop ; I ♥ c-pop - I ♥ j-pop 4. Write the name of your favorite person of all time - Oguri Shun 5. Write down your recently favored person - Nino Anyway, despite all the nonsense, gang and I deserved a nice meal. After FMKT paper, which ridiculously ended at 8.10 pm, we made our way to Clementi. On our table were - BBQ Sambal Stingray, Sambal Kangkung, Tofu, Sweet and Sour pork, Fried Chicken, + 4 big bowls of soup. It costs us $6 per person. Good food, great company, cheap, what more do you want man. Anyway, because we were super hungry we polished off everything in record time and coincidentally because the channel 8 9 pm show was showing, we were discussing about the siao zha bo. The siao zha bo who kena always kena dump and then resort to despicable ways to get what she wants. Aiya, don't give up on the whole forest because of one tree ma, not like it is the only tree left right, it's not the end of the world what. I mean you can be sad and you can go ahead and cry but at the end of the day stand up and move on la. Wisdom grows with age huh? HAHAHAHAHAHA. I really feel stupid when I recall all the stupid things that I used to do. At least I'm not doing them anymore. =) People learn through experience, remember that people. Cash Studios with dearies today.  I did quite a lot of stupid things inside the room. Irritating. Super irritating. Urgh. i really detest _____ from the bottom of my heart. 我不需要很多假好心的朋友 我只想要几个真心的好朋友。 好想你们 好想家人 好想你。 陈杏子，你真的白痴到不行。 Hi =) 2 down 2 more to go. 6 more days to official end to BLAW has given me the confidence to chiong for the two remaining papers. I see hope. Plans with the gang right after paper on the 25th. Not drunk, don't go home. -> direct translation. Must go check out our working place with shufen, and to move house. SO MANY THINGS TO DO AHHH. I want to meet up with SANS and sballers also... Last week, gang celebrated my bday after blaw pre-exam prep. thank you so much for making my day and big thanks to the big present! I'll make good use of it. =) xie xie ni men. Thanks to those who remembered as well. =) When I turn 18, I wish that my world will be full of colours, adventures, and as eventful as it can be. Now that I'm 19, I wish that my world will be in peace and that I'll be able to have time to pursue my own dreams. When I turn 18, I thought that I have all the time in the world. Now that I'm 19, I realised that time is flying so fast and we should cherish every moment that we have. When I turn 18, I thought that it was time for my parents to let me have my own life. Now that I'm 19, I wish that they will always be around to help me with my life. When I turn 18, I don't understand what some people are thinking. and 1 year later, I still don't know what they are thinking. But at least now I know that people don't always agree with one another, because people have different personalities and opinions. However, birds of the same feather flock together. This I agree. Lastly, just like every other year, I'm thankful for the people that I am hanging around with. Note to self: No more nonsense, ok. It's time to control your own life, know what you want, and be who you want to be. No regrets. =) Pictures soon. 5. End of year exams - 4 papers. The final lap of year 2. Battle starts. Dates - 17, 19, 23, 25. the rest of the days will be spent mugging at home. jiayou eveline, jiayou everyone. UCCD was rather disappointing. -.- alright, but, you guys know my expectation la hor. anyway, psycho turned out better than what i have expected. maybe because i sort of have a lower expectation for psycho. went to JP ding tai fung to eat with AWK + Forgel. our H dunno go where. I know I sua gu, first time eat ding tai fung. Nevermind, now I eat already. The first thing that I did when I reached home was to redecorate my room. Finally, a newly painted room with nicer walls. (thanks dad!) I love my new clock btw.    Wan Ling! I put up NewS already. Next up will be Arashi and the Click Five. =) Psycho class =)  Yo. 1. 2. A short break, and then the mugging starts full speed, or maybe not, because weekend is packed with outings. Ok, it can't be all work and no play right? I'll study at night. Went to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons with Julia,Shufen,Ben and Entong. Firstly, we did not expect the movie to be 3 hours long! Entong and I were like falling asleep during the middle part. Rushed to Clarke Quay to meet softballers. I thought it would be full attendance, but at least got to meet up with some of them. Some new plans for another trip? Ate and chatted over some drinks. Eliza went high (almost). But all of us were still sober enough to take pics. Updates on the photos when I've got them. Back to UCCD. HAWKE. Namely, junHao,Alastair,Wuqiong,Kuanhuai,Eveline. I can't really find the appropriate words to say right now, well to cut the long story short, I just want to say I'm thankful for being in this group. For one simple reason, you guys. Now that the module is over, that's the end of HAWKE, but must always remember the times although it's short ok? =) 1. GEMS Submission 2. MA final test 3. UCCD final test 4. Psychology skills demonstration 5. End of year exams - 4 papers. Everything to end officially on the 25th of Feb. Jiayou everybody, especially fellow DBFs. |
