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Hello! This is Eveline.I'm nineteen. Currently studying in SP, diploma in banking and financial services. as well as psychology in business. I don't know myself very well. |
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Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you
见人说人话， 见鬼说鬼话so when you are speaking to a caucasian, you should use a slang and fake an accent? Get real man. Who are you trying to be? It's fake and annoying seriously. -.-''' Why must I endure you. Anyway, Happy Birthday to Banana Chan and PeiXuan. =) You don't have to actually take the quiz, just read straight through and I hope you'll get the point. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. Name the last five winners of Miss Universe. Name the then people who have won the Nobel Prize. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actors and actresses. Name the last decade's worth of world series winners. How? Did you manage to answer? Here's another. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with. Name half a dozen heroes whose stories have inspired you. Easier? The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care.  Working life is so mundane. I'm not cut out for a desk 9 to 6 job. I need some spice in my life. I really want to open my restaurant. 4 weeks of ITP has passed. 4 weeks more to go. I'm glad that my supervisor gave me an opportunity to be involved in their project. Finally a proper thing to do other than filing, finding documents, making templates and keying in datas. I won't let you down. Life's been...peaceful.  I was waiting for the bus this morning when a boy asked his maid this question. "Auntie, why so early in the morning people don't want to sleep?" Cute right? Is it their innocence and simplicity or our complexity? I was surfing the net earlier and I decided to go visit nanhua website. Of course, the first page I looked for was the softball page. It's been 3 years since I've stopped playing, 2 years since I've been to a game. I used to be that softball player, someone who dares to dream, who fights for what she wants, with such strength and courage. That was when I have a purpose in my life, where I know what I'm doing and where I'm going. I remembered the many times I have to skip A maths lesson to go for competition, and mr ng will say "Wah, skip class again ah, skip so many lessons must bring back championship ok." I also remembered how miss yeo will wish us good luck before our matches and how the team "Bai Zhen" before the game. I guess I lost that spirit when I stopped playing. My first game, our first gold medal, our softball camp, our 3 days a week training, our games, our bonding session, pigging out session, laughters and tears, fights and misunderstandings. I remember them. We were strangers, and we became teammates. Now, we're a family, they're my mum, and my sisters. I have a duty to them, a duty to care for them and love them. I was thinking about some stuff on my way home. I thought about the things people say and do, and the reason behind them, I thought about the people around me, and I thought about myself. LoL, I strung up everything together and was enlightened by my own thoughts. Life is like a pitch, you can take what you're given or let it pass you by. Everyone has their own life and their own view towards it. Life is so interesting, we can never completely figure it out. It owes you nothing, because it was here first. tired.  Friends and I receiving certificates.  I don't like wasting my time. I don't like fickle-mindedness. 做人要干脆果断，不要拖拖拉拉 Let me sum up what I want to say in a sentence. I've got a different view towards life. Year 3 will be a better year. Just watch and see. 你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好。 your education should be worth every penny spent.
要怎样说都可以，我只有一句对不起。 让我自私，幼稚一次， 我想用最简单的方法， 减少心里那很不舒服的感觉。 Waves goodbye to yesterday. This refers to the Acer laptop. I'll give you credit because I completed my 2 years worth of assignments with your help, but you've given me a lot of troubles during the 2 years also. But I still must thank you, so, my acer laptop, thank you very much! I welcome my new friend which I'm still getting used to, my Asus eee pc 1000he. I know I crave a lot about Sony in the past, but someone enlightened me about the importance of functions instead of beauty. Yup, and I realise that now. Thanks Junhao for all your help! I must cherish my Asus. Hopefully it will prove to be dependable for the next few years. Tired. zzz. To me, that's bullshit. Rubbish. Excuses. Utter nonsense. *sighs. I've been reading a couple of friends' blogs. I realise I haven't been around for them a lot lately, especially since their As are over. I'm still fighting my war, my half fought battle, 1 year left to go. Excuses. Where was I when they need me? I have the word guilty written all over me. I'll try to show up in more outings I promise. the remnants of whatever
Yep, so like some of my peers, I have been busy with my working life.9 am to 6 pm every weekday, reach home around 7.30 pm, bathe, eat, watch my dramas, bed. It's only week 2 and a half into ITP, but it feels longer than that. I'm just glad that I have Ms Wong Shu Fen with me at work, and of course our new friend, Stephanie! Shufen and I met up with Huili, Julia, Entong and Jeraine for dinner just now. Like super long never see them already, got so much to update each other on, but its a pity we didnt manage to meet up with the rest of the clan. Soon alright? I also want to take the chance to congratulate a friend for her engagement! OMG man, it's the first time that a friend of mine is getting engaged. Like, for myself la, the thought of getting married seems something that I will only think of in maybe after uni and work and all that. But hey, time doesn't matter ya? as long as the feelings are right, and it's the right guy. =) I'm so happy for you! Full of envy and admiration, but maybe my time's not there yet. Wish you happiness forever and ever and ever!! Love, I'm still waiting. But it's the last thing on my mind at the moment. Some time ago, a friend, I think it was Si Aun, asked me one simple question. If you were to die tomorrow, what will you want your last meal to be? Without thinking, I said, Jap food la, my favourite. Si Aun told me he wanted his home-cooked food prepared by his mum. Do you know how I felt then? The word "shallow" seemed to be written across my face. I'm guessing it's human nature, for always thinking about what they don't have or what they wish to have, instead of what they already have. Greed - you can't seem to have enough of things. So unfamiliar, so distant. I don't know when it started, when I lead my life according to the "credit where credit is due" mindset. If the effort that I put in and the results that I get goes hand in hand, that amazing sense of satisfaction can make me damn high for months. But, you can't expect mthings to always go the way you want it to be. Another friend told me about the half full and half empty glass thing. A pessimist will see the glass as half empty and on the other hand an optimist will see it as half full. Life, there's so much to discover, it will be so sad if you waste your life away isn't it? Some stuff that I hope to accomplish by the end of this year: - Get my driving license - Get back to music school for keyboard and guitar - Maintain that gpa by hook or by crook even if I have to chiong and don't sleep until I complete. p.s. for friends who are interested, you all know for diploma application to uni, you need 5 semesters results? so at the end of next sem, can apply for uni already. =) - Go Korea with Eric and Mariah. - Arashi concert with Huili & Khris Lee maybe? - Go for a trip somewhere with SANS. p.s. eh we forgot to take picture la, we long time never take picture of us together le. Happy 21st Birthday Clement Tan! It's been what, 6 years? Time passes. But I still remember all those times. Silly, but full of fond memories. =) You should be passing out soon right? Best of luck for university application! Who knows, maybe I'll be your junior again. Haha. Came back home already. So shiok. Khris, Chinny and Ser came over last night. Made sushi for dinner, watched dvds, tonned until 3 plus when I finally fell asleep. Woke up and continue watching dvd, made indo mee for them, slack around, ordered pizza. More gatherings okay, before you all go uni! Work's been alright so far, nothing much except for reading up of materials to fully understand how the bank operates and filing. My boss gonna teach me how to use a program next week so I can move on to the processes itself. By the way, I'm with Commerzbank AG, a german wholesale bank. I'm in the Business Processes department. My office was supposed to be at Shenton Way Temasek Towers, but because it was under renovation at the moment, the temporary office is at paya lebar now. Hopefully before my internship end will move back, because I want to get the experience of working in a real corporate environment, where the real deal is. "Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we're curious...and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths" - Walt Disney let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder don't you know the hardest part is over let it in, let your clarity define you in the end we will only just remember how it feels our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you let it shine until you feel it all around you and i don't mind if it's me you need to turn to we'll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain all of my regret will wash away some how but i cannot forget the way i feel right now in these small hours these little wonders these twists & turns of fate these twists & turns of fate time falls away but these small hours these small hours, still remain, still remain these little wonders these twists & turns of fate time falls away but these small hours these little wonders still remain 当一个人正在倒霉的时候，霉运真的逃不了。 问题是，我的霉运什么时候会走。 这种任命的心态，是我应该有的吗? 好寂寞。 又生病了。 |
