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HOLIDAYS. It's OFFICIAL! =DDDDD

Finally, the long awaited day.

This semester's been tough, with all the nonsense that happened around me, I hope next semester will be a better one. Next semester, I promise. People have off-days, I have off-semesters.

Anyway, time to do some serious planning about how to spend this break.

Before that, gang finally get to chill out together today. =D

Got my printer at the IT show.

I love HP! Sleek and stylo-milo. =D

Goodbye old printer, thanks for being there for me for the past 3 years.

Hello new printer!

Now shall let the pictures do the talking...

Loads of funny stuff happen over dinner today. We were like super noisy at the restaurant, crapping like nobody's business, but who cares. LOL. Our Tan Jun Hao keeps forgetting what soup base we are having, keeps calling the wrong names, and dropping his food. -.-''' tsk tsk tsk.

Then our Julia keeps complaining about her printer, Ben Ko keeps eating watermelon, and the rest of us were like eating as if we have been starving for days. Shiok. Just hanging out with the gang and eat, crap, talk, laugh, and plan the next outing. =D Love you guys loads!

And Thanks ZM for carrying my printer! and our Ah Gong for helping me ask the salesperson about the printers. =P Big Big Thanks!

Let's enjoy the hols, shall we? :D

I really feel the need to pen this down before I sleep.
I'm too awake right now to go to bed anyway.
Great game of Softball. Well deserved win for Japan, 3-1 against USA. =)

It's all about perseverence, determination, and the I-want-to-win attitude. It's really hard to sustain this kind of mentality and to last it until the game ends, it's not an easy task. I've been there, I know.
I have had my share of glory and honour, but what they were feeling must be a hundred times more than what I have. A big round of applause for both teams please. It's a really great game.
Japan has awesome fielders, seriously. They never let go of any chance to get their opponents out. Their pitcher rocks. Her arm must be aching after the back to back games, but she maintained her standard till the end. When the game ended I couldn't stop the tears from flowing. I'm emotional when it comes to this, because I really know how it feels. Call me silly, but you don't have any idea how much this game means to me.

My favourite player of the Japan team - ERI YAMADA.
She's got this aura that I like very much, and I respect and admire her for that.

She's the one on the right.

Softball games always give me a lot of motivation.
And this is exactly what I need right now.
Go JAPAN! Well deserved GOLD!

BFI is OVER. O-V-E-R.
I am super happy about this.

Lunched with Huili, Junhao and Zhimin at IMM.

Crapped for a little while and Huili and I made our way to Bugis to register for JLPT.

Will be taking the test on the 7th of December this year. I hope I'll pass.

It's really bad for two people with very lousy sense of direction to find an unknown place by ourselves. But thanks to some guidelines from Junhao and some luck, we managed to somehow walk the right way. The place is super ulu ok. None of us wants to go there alone. We had some laugh while filling the application form, it's super funny.

Took bus home and happened to see Banana outside NJ, so I randomly called him and told him his hair very flat, like plastered on his head and ended up accompanying the hungry banana to the Bukit Timah Food Centre to eat. Saw my Ah gong Chee Wee also, like the first time I met him ever since we graduated. Then Banana first time so nice accompany me walk home from the food centre. If it was last time they won't give any damn. Ok la, maybe some people do change for the better. I want a tour with the council people and with the sans as well, but chai siaun cannot make it and without chai siaun half the fun is gone. =( but then again, i dont think i will have much time to spend in december, its in the middle of sem 2, who knows what stuff we are given. =\.

Before that, 2 main things that are coming my way.
HANA YORI DANGO MOVIE

and AVRIL LAVIGNE THE BEST DAMN THING CONCERT

JAPAN VS USA SOFTBALL TONIGHT 11.30. Which idiot suggested softball to be taken out of Olympics 2012? People like me and Huili want to watch one okay? Stupid la you. Crap. Softball is such an interesting game, people don't know how to appreciate one le. And according to Junhao, the next time he will watch Olympics he will be 27 years old, and we will be 22. Sometimes I really forget that he's 23 now. And I was saying only old people take notice of this kind of minute details. LOL. I'm just kidding la, don't angry, later got wrinkles. HAHA.

Meanwhile, 2 more papers to go. BENKYOU!

I'm not feeling well. =(
Thanks to the relative that comes every month.
And I'm not supposed to drink that chinese medicine for my skin when that relative comes.
But I DIDNT KNOW.
and this was the reason why my stomach hurts so badly.
Yikes.

Xueying and Angie came over to stay and mug with me on Friday. But Friday night we ended up talking about stuff. I really miss all the NanHua stuff, the school spirit and the bond between the students. Somehow, I'm really glad how NanHua had shaped us all into. I really envy how life in JJ is like, where ex Nanhuarians could still sit together to talk about all the things that have happened. In SP, SB alone, there's only Kathy, Ting, Seenyee and myself. And I only see them like what, once in a semester? So ironic, and we are in the same building. I'm slow in receiving all the nanhua news, now that I realise, because there's no nanhuarians to talk to and discuss with.

Table Tennis Olympics was super interesting this year.
Do remember to watch Singapore's match - Table Tennis Finals today okay?
I believe that it would be a great one.

one year.
i've loved you for one year.
but then again, you've stopped loving me.
so nothing i say makes any difference.
i'll move on.
i've promised them to.
i'll keep my promises.
i'm fine.

Hello~!
I think I'm in luck today. =D
Went for Psychology's final test of the semester this afternoon. Before the test we have like 13 questions to prepare beforehand, and we have to draw lots to decide which question each of us have to answer.
Firstly when Grace was the answerer, Ms Tan happened to pick me as the questioner. Then the next round happened to be me as the answerer and Grace was the questioner. Super coincidental, but it's good la. And the question I was supposed to answer was the topic that my group did for presentation - Major Depressive Disorder. Lucky enough right?
So I practically blabbered on and on about it, especially for the Treatment part, cause it's totally in my head.
Some of the treatment methods for Major Depressive Disorder is Cognitive Behavioural Therapy, Psychoanalytically-oriented therapy, Interpersonal therapy, Electro-convulsive therapy and Pharmacotherapy. Cognitive Behavioural therapy actually corrects negative thinking and dysfunctional thoughts, overcome pessismism and hopelessness, to improve the mood of patients so that they will feel better and gain a new insight towards life.
Psychoanalytically-oriented therapy actually rely on hypnosis, reeducation and suggestion. Interpersonal therapy aims to improve the current social situation, enables the patient to speak effectively and develop better social skills so as to improve communication and reduce their pressure. Electro-convulsive therapy involves seizures to be induced into anaesthetised patients and are usually reserved for patients who do not respond to other forms of treatment and those who are in danger of harming themselves and others. Pharmacotherapy actually involves the prescription of antidepressant drugs by doctors, they can try out different dosages and combinations of medicine until the best combination was found as different medicine reacts differently with different people.
I think I'll remember this for a very long time.
Time for revision for the main modules.
BFI, here I come.
Gang, jiayou okay? Look forward to the last day we go eat steamboat! =P

Da jia hao.

Taking a break here from all the Psychology stuff that I've been reading and memorising the whole day.
Don't be lazy, stop slacking.
Gambate. Gambate me and all my DP classmates.

=\.
Don't whine about not getting what you deserve. It's not about getting returns for what you gave. In some ways, maybe yes, you deserve credit for the effort, but it should not be the case here.
Don't compare yourself with other people. There are so many of people in this world, you want to compare with each and everyone of them? You'll only drive yourself crazy. It should be about challenging yourself, test how high you can jump, how fast you can run and where are your limits. Everyone has their own life to lead, their own different and unique life.

What's wrong with just going with the flow?
And enjoy life as it is?

I miss my family.
I want to go back.
Now.

I'm utterly disappointed by the ugly side of this world.
There's time to play and there's time to work.
There's time to be serious and there's time to have fun.
Yes, you can have fun while working, that is the best outcome.
But you are degrading yourself don't you think, with the things you do?
It's not funny, and it's not cool.
Damn, why do I have to be around people like you.

And the battle starts.
Okay, right now, I just want to do what I'm supposed to do.
The rest will be secondary. For now,until I get back on track.
I know that if I don't do it now, I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I chose this, so I should face it.

I've never been a good judge of character, but I really hope that I'm not wrong this time. Still, it feels different. Expectations can be there, but things just happen. Some with reasons, some without. My point here is, don't be so rigid about everything, leave some room for flexibility.

All the presentation's done! Left with GEM tomorrow, and the battle starts.

I've got something against teachers who think they're always right. Reminds me of a certain teacher back in NH. You want respect? Earn it.
There's a line between a joke and an embarrassment.

Life's been, well, not so good, actually.
Things were happening, some good, some bad, but as you know, as humans, we tend to focus more on the negative side and discredit ourselves for the good things that were done.
Certain things are making me feel bad, certain people are irritating me.
Why are you always complaining about how bad life treats you?
Because it's always easy pointing fingers at other people, finding fault from a certain person, because you cannot see yourself unless you look into the mirror.
You're always saying about how people are having a good time, that life is unfair, that fate is making a joke out of you. Please wake up.
It's your life, if you want to make it good, then work hard for it for goodness sake.
Stop whining here and there to everyone can? It's not going to make things better.
As a friend I should help you. But there's a limit to my patience. I've done what I could, seriously, and I've got my own life to lead, and I'm not obliged to do more.
And please freaking stop what you are doing right now. You're driving everyone else crazy.

What is up this week?
RWPS presentation tomorrow.
ECM presentation on Wednesday.
MA test on Wednesday.

And according to Junhao, MA is another killer.
Even more I want to try to do well.
Giving up is half the battle lost, right?
At least put on a fight first before you want to surrender.

Once again, my Sushi gained recognition. =D Although it is considered a failure this time round, but nevertheless, thanks guys!
Finally, I found someone who supported my dream of opening a restaurant - Aaron!
It used to be a very far-fetched thing in the past. I doubt the possibility of it, dare not dream about it much, and just satisfy myself by cooking and baking for the people around me. But right now, I really want to work towards that. I'm sure this is what I really want. I just need assurance and support.

Lectures ended at 12 today. So HuiLi, Wan Ling, Ben, Junhao and I went to IMM for lunch at Cafe Cartel. I still think their ribs are the best among all their other meals. But still, nothing beats Tony Roma's. Anyway, can't wait for K Box with gang, shopping with Huili and all the other stuff planned out. I've been cooped at home doing projects for too long.

~~The Dark Knight~~

Finally.
One of the reason why I wanted to watch this show because it's about this good and evil thing, where people can choose to be the good guy, or the evil one. Actually there's only a tiny line between good and evil. Well, it actually depends on how people define it. It's a really great show, people, behind all the scenes and moves and whatever else, there's a moral behind the whole story. Go catch it if you haven't!

So anyway, our mr spongezhi go and say something he shouldn't. But I trust him enough to believe him. So don't betray me okay you...

It's one thing acting like I'm over the moon over something.
But you guys should know I'm not that kind.
A quote taken from the Joker, "People show who they truly are only when they are about to die."
Whatever I'm feeling, you can never truly understand.
Sometimes what you see is not what you get.
What you see, may not always be the truth. It can be just a facade. A strong front hiding the unfixed broken heart. It can actually just be a simple and happy thing. But people make it so complicated. I dunno la.
I just want to hide inside my tortoise shell until someone trustworthy enough can convince me that nothing is going to hurt me. I should still believe in it, right?

I'm going to Avril Lavigne's Concert!
With HuiLi, ZhiMin and JunHao.
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY.