First post of 2009.
Project's been keeping me busy. It's kind of a good thing right now, at least.
Plans to catch up with friends got delayed again, due to fever and all.
Sorry girls, just not in a very good state right now.

I can't believe how strong I could be, when I stood firmly on the ground and told myself not to cry in front of my parents.
I remember a friend once told me, I think it's Nic, that even though crying doesn't make you a weakling, it doesn't mean you're allowed to cry.
At least it's all clear now.
If it becomes a burden, it's not something you want to look for.
But you feel the pain though, because to you it's real.
I'm not giving up yet, but for now, there's nothing much I can do.