I'm sorry.
For the shitty attitude that I have been giving.
For trying to do something right before it got backfired.
I didn't mean it, for real.
It's just,
why must everything happen at the same time.

I don't know what to think when Mum broke the news to me.
Why.
If things happen for a reason, then tell me what the reason is for this.

I must be a disappointment to everyone today.
I'm sorry I made you guys see me in that state. I guess I'm just this weakling pretending to be tough. Now you know.
Please, keep him alive.