i'm tired.
zm said i'm breaking down.
no way.
i just felt stupid and cheated.
i can't differentiate what's the truth and what's not anymore.
i don't want to trust the wrong person again.

i don't need anybody just because he has somebody.
but it hurts.
pretending hurts.

make the pain go away, please.
i can't take it anymore.
go away.

be strong.
you're tougher than this.
you know you are.