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Goodbye, Zai Jian, Sayounara.
Will be back 8 October and off to chalet!
On hiatus for 8 days.
See you!

Lists of things to do:
1) ~~Learn dance steps for Dhoom~~
2) ~~Memorise I'm Yours~~
3) Finish learning When You're Gone
4) Shed some fats
5) Go pray
6) ~~Dentist~~
7) ~~Haircut~~
8) ~~Transfer games and movies into PSP~~
9) ~~Get ready packing list~~

Okay, Performance part should be fine.
I'm still trying hard to finish the chorus for When you're gone but the tutorials aren't helping much. It didn't sound right. =\. But I finished 蒲公英的约定 randomly. Yay. It should sound okay, but I only follow half of the tutorials.
Going out with the Qian Ye people tomorrow to accompany those who haven't get their stuff and to pray.
I don't intend to bring my psp, cause if I do I have to bring another charger, and I don't feel like cause the videocam one already taking up a lot of space. One less valuable = one less worry that I will lose it. So, No PSP. My luggage is already 8.5/10 packed. 2 more days. No actually, 1 and a half more. =)

Last rehearsal tomorrow.
After that gotta really prepare all the things le.
6 days left.
HuiLi setting off tmw.
Have fun in Oita. =)

So many things happen lately.
I can't find anyone to talk to.
Everyone's busy with work.
=(

Chalet on 9-10 with gang.
One last fun before school starts.

Went to Waseda Shibuya Senior High School with Huili on Sunday for their event.

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Lists of things to do:
1) ~~Learn dance steps for Dhoom~~
2) Memorise I'm Yours
3) Finish learning When You're Gone
4) Shed some fats
5) Go pray
6) ~~Dentist~~
7) ~~Haircut~~
8) ~~Transfer games and movies into PSP~~
9) ~~Get ready packing list~~

It's really okay to be yourself.
Cut the pretence.
Enough is enough.

I don't feel like having a relationship right now.
Not that I'm not ready, I just don't want to.
I like my current situation, I'm free to do all the things that I want to do.
I just want to focus on what I'm supposed to do, until the right person really comes along.
The right person will love me for who I am, who will work towards his future together with me, who knows what he wants and pursue his dreams. And I'll be there for him and he'll be there for me till the end.

Like what Huili said, we should go and pursue the things that we really want to do while we can. We shouldn't waste our life away.
Look at the athletes from Olympics and Paralympics for example, you see how hard they work towards their dreams, we should be ashamed of ourselves, complaining here and there about some bit of work.

There's no shortcut to success, please don't expect a miracle to happen. Before you open your mouth, ask yourself if you put in enough effort or not. I'm sick of people complaining about how bad their grades are. Grow up. Distinctions and As don't fall from the sky.

Okay,
if you happen to see one person lugging one big red plastic bag and 2 blazers walking around queensway shopping centre, it's me.
I THOUGHT the T shirts won't be very heavy so I turned down the girls' offer to help me take my blazer home. Bad decision. =(
LUCKILY, BRADEL happened to drive by! =D. Super lucky right? And since we are neighbours, he conveniently drove me home. =D Thanks!

Anyway,
I really think I should appreciate dentists more and give them more credit.
I shouldn't hate them so much, really. Okay lah, I just don't like the one that always come to Nan Hua. Very patient with the guys but super rough with us. -.-'''.
I still think my primary school one best. Still can listen to music.

But anyways, I really don't think I am doing a good job.
I cannot do anything without Yuli around.
Maybe I've reached my limit already.
Should stop overestimating myself, seriously.
=(. I just hope this will all be over soon.

Da Jia Hao.

Lists of things to do:
1) Learn dance steps for Dhoom
2) Memorise I'm Yours
3) Finish learning When You're Gone
4) Shed some fats
5) Go pray
6) Dentist
7) Haircut
8) Transfer games and movies into PSP
9) Get ready packing list

The cca points and trip better be worth it.
Make me wait so long, do so many things just for the trip.
Better be a good one.
BETTER BE.

Dental appointment.
Omg.
Hate dentists and the "weapons" that they use.

Message to Gang:
Your food piling up on my table until I got no space to write.
Please claim them thank you. LOL.
hurry up come and take la. dont wait until sch reopens.
sch reopens later i finish everything how.

It's 20th today. 10 more days.
Happy early birthday to Sis-in-law!
Sorry cant celebrate with you again. =(
Will get you something from Japan!

Out with Huili tmw.
Getting all the stuff we need for the trip.
Rehearsals next Mon, Thur, Fri.
We're really trying our best here.
And I hope the auntie settles our t-shirt soon.
And I hope the rest will like it.
Haiz.

Here right now

I shouldn't be missing you still
I should know the drill
By now things should go back the way they were
Should let go now the end is near

I've learnt it all
It's hard but I'll stand up from the fall
I should have realised from the start
that you're not gonna make the cut

Baby it's hard not to fall in love with you
and to forget all the things that we used to do
And I'm now at the place we used to go to
But I'm here right now without you

Baby I just needed you to be true
To me, to love, to the promises we vowed to
The game has ended now
and it means nothing to you

You used to make everything okay
But now the colours have turned grey
The feelings have all faded away
The past that gets me through the day

I'm left alone without a clue
Here right now without you
But things have gotten better
Time has healed all the pain

Baby it's hard not to fall in love with you
and to forget all the things that we used to do
And I'm now at the place we used to go to
But I'm here right now without you

Baby I just needed you to be true
To me, to love, to the promises we vowed to
The game has ended now
and it means nothing to you

Please please tell me what you think =)
I'm actually sort of proud of it.
But I need your views. =P

Konichiwa!

I've been spending my time here eating all the food. Haha. Saturday met up with Erik and Mariah for lunch at Grand Indonesia. Then to TA, and then to get the DVDs and all the food to bring back for the gang.
Sunday is steamboat with the family and after that I watched Babylon with my bro and sis-in-law. Complicated storyline, very deep.

I'm flying back to Spore tomorrow.
I gained 1 kg because I stuffed myself with all the food because I only got 1 week. LOL.
My favourite: Satays! I know my softballers will enjoy the food here as much as I do. Can't wait for our trip =) Softballers are the people that will pig out with me, remember those days guys?
Oh ya, I need to set the date fast, cause maybe we may be going to Bali together with my family. :) Confirm with me asap again girls!

Got back results yesterday, still waiting for the DP one though.
Deproved a little bit compared to the previous semester but it's still fine. =) I was expecting worse so yeah. =) Very happy. At least I'll see my name on Honour's again. 3 more semesters to go!
But I didn't get the distinction for FA that I wanted. Got it for ECM instead. LoL I was chionging ECM because it was the last paper and I really needed it to pull up my BFI grade. But surprisingly I managed a B+ for BFI, must be because of the 96 for fieldwork. Saved my grade! =D
I promise to do my best the next semester. The last semester's been shit with all the stupid things that happen. I must concentrate better this time round, enough playing okay.
Got the exact same grade as Huili, right up to the decimal point. LoL. High 5! Same same. =) I hope the rest of the gang did okay too.

Japan in 2 weeks!
School starts in 3. Cant believe 3 weeks' already over.
Ja Ne!

The merchandises, we would have gotten the shirt if it was not that expensive. I was saving up for Japan, so... have to give it a miss.

With Best Team.

Opening: Girlfriend

When you're gone on the piano.

With the drums.

Closing: Skater Boi

She was the reason why I started playing the guitar.
Her songs were the inspirations for mine.
She's who she is, without giving a damn about what the rest of the world thinks.
How cool is that? And how many people can accomplish that?

Life has been keeping me busy, so much so that I find myself so distant from my music.
The concert was like the spark that ignites the fire within. I want to play again, and I'm not going to give it up, never ever again.

Flying back to Indo tmw.
20 more days to Japan.
I've got great friends.
Life's good huh?
=)
P.S. I hope my results turn out okay...

The Best Damn Thing with Best team tomorrow =) Super excited. Hopefully it'll be spectacular, go AVRIL!

Yesterday's rehearsal was so far the best yet. We accomplished quite a lot of things and bonded more. Big thanks to Cec Ang especially for choreographing the dance and to take the time to teach my group. Big applause to the girls too, jiayou people! =D Big thumbs up to the guys for helping me finish the t shirt design while I learn the dance steps as well. I really hope the work that we have done is going to be worth it. I'm really looking forward to a really unforgettable trip together.

Gonna settle Visa with Yuli first thing in the morning on Monday. And I'm pushing back my departure date to Thursday instead, cause I really want to settle the Visa asap. Yup, meanwhile gotta keep practising the dance steps and to memorise the song. :D

It's been a long time.
I've been really down a few months back, was telling the girls that I'm really done with all the nonsense. But lately some things begin to change, somehow, I don't know why either. I guess the courage to accept came back. I've seen many failed relationships, I've seen those that lasted, but how many failed relationshops one has to go through before finding the one that will last? My teacher got married with his first then girlfriend from secondary school, and now happy with his wife and son. My uncle gave up being a doctor to stay behind with my aunt despite disagreements from my grandparents. My parents had a long distance relationship then and my mum moved to Indonesia to be with my dad, despite language barriers and lifestyle differences, giving up her dreams for us. My brother changed to be an even better person for his then girlfriend, now his wife, my sister in law. I shouldn't give up on love. The people around me have given me prove that it exists, you just need to find the right person, that's all.

Let's see how things go then, okay?

I wrote this a few months back. Sounded super cliche, like those oldies. Tell me what you guys think ok?

最后的对不起

想起那天你对我说的话
那突然之间的变化
跟前几天的落差好大
一时之间没有办法
想象你现在的那个她
真的比我还要爱你吗

也许我们之间的不一样
慢慢累积着的悲伤
你真的无法在和我一起抗

Chorus is this part:

失去你的那个星期天
突然时间过得好缓慢
我那天终于知道
你对我有多么地重要
希望她真的比我还爱你
那些你给过的美好回忆
我会好好地放在心里

你的眼睛在也不会看着我
那我也一定会继续往前走
你给过我的勇气
我一定不会忘记

谢谢你的那些旧回忆
我真的不会在哭泣
今天唯一的遗憾
是那时不争气
想跟你说声最后的对不起

Hello.
There's either something wrong with IE, or with the settings in my laptop. Some stuffs been weird lately.
Finally HANA YORI DANGO today with HuiLi, P-chan, HuiMin (HuiLi's sis) @ Causeway point.
My Shun Oguri is as mesmerising as ever. LOLs, I sound like a fangirl. I'm not okay, I only like Shun Oguri, not like P-chan and Panda. LOL. HAHAHA

Loads of songs been pouring in, but I notice how my style seems to be the same all the time. Give me something new to writee...

Anyways, Shopping with the girls and di tomorrow. :P
And I'm tired today.
Time for bed.
No, actually I just want to lie down on the bed and play my games.

Happy. =D