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It's super tiring trying to put things together when they tend to fall apart more easily.
The higher the hope, the bigger the disappointment.
But if there's no hope, why bother living?
Life is meant to be tough, right?
But how come people can easily sail through so smoothly?
Life is unfair, how true this is depends on your own personal view.
If you tend to focus more on the negative side, then your life will be miserable.
But if you adjust your angle and look at the beauty life brings, then maybe, just maybe, you'll learn to appreciate it. Like Duh. -.-'''.
Sometimes I wonder if this is what I really want. If it is, why can't I feel some happiness?
My future's a blur.
I can't see anything right now.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHRIS LEE!
Tanjyoubi omedetou!

I arrived in school looking like a total zombie this morning, reason being I only slept for 4 hours the night before because of euro finals. And the bad thing is, it's monday, and class ends at 8.30 for me on mondays. so you can imagine, how tough it was to stay awake, fighting the urge to plop down on the table and sleep,and actually trying to pay attention.
Huili, Wanling and I spent all the breaks today trying to fill in the form for the trip in Japanese. I kind of regretted giving up Jap II. I kind of regretted a lot of things. =(.

Sentosa on Sunday with Banking gang.
Great outing, great people, what more can I ask for?
Thanks for being a part of my life, for being there, for being you.

MST is finally over.
Let's not talk about it shall we?

I'm filled with nothing but guilt yesterday when I was studying for BFI.
I really regretted not picking up the lecture notes to read since Day 1 of the holiday itself. I started studying like Day 14? And what did I tell myself at the beginning of the term? Maintain that damn GPA, nothing less than a 3.5? Please slap me. I should seriously switch this procrastinating mood and stop thinking about the next holiday when one holiday just ended.
I need to get back on track, and fast. And I shall do it, when school starts again on monday. =)

6 of us (huili, goki, ben, zm and grandpa) went all the way to Katong after the BFI paper, had Laksa for lunch and proceeded to the Karaoke place. I did not bother to remember the name but anyway, even though the place is like seriously out of the way since I live in the West, it's cheap!
The gang found another place to hang out at. =P

On the way home with Huili, we saw RAIN on the train! Haha, and it was because we got into the wrong train. LoL.

Reached home and downloaded more games into my DS. =)

Just a random comment about something. Don't bullshit about loving someone if you just got together with him/her like 1 day ago? Love is more than that okay? It's something true and real, feelings that you can hardly describe with words but can make you smile and give you courage. It's about being with that special person, accepting his flaws, appreciating everything else, and about staying true to him till the end, giving promises and keeping them, and making a commitment. Love are meant to be forever, isn't it? It's not a game.
Sweet words mean nothing if they are not put into actions.
Anyone can make promises, and they can break them the next second. Can you keep it? Then prove it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN SER HUI!
You're 18. =D
I've known you for like 6 years now. And thanks for being a part of my life, you know you're irreplacable. =) Thanks for being there to share my laughter and tears, they mean the world. I hope this friendship goes on till the end. May you always be happy, healthy, pretty. =P. Your name on my caller id is still Ng Sao. HAHA.

Yesterday was the celebration for the May & June babies in the gang, namely, WanLing, JunHao, Ben, William and HuiLi.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUILI!
Thanks for always being there - listening to my complaints, secrets, thoughts, etc...
Wouldn't know how poly life will be like without ya.
It's been a year filled with happiness and sadness, chionging work and all the fun, and I'm really glad that I have you going through all of that with me. =)
Thanks for being such a great friend! So stay happy, stay "HuiLi" and hope that you enjoyed your belated birthday celebration with us. =P

After dinner a few of us decided to watch movie, but all sold out! and the next time slot was 11 pm. So we went to t.c.c to sit down and talk. Reached home around 11.30.
Super tired, but very happy. And that's all that matters, happy. =D.

I got this from a friend's blog:

1) At what age do you wish to get married?
27,28 ba, hopefully.

2) Study hard or Play hard? Study hard, play harder.

3) Who is the person I trust most? My smelly pillow and my dogs. Secrets will forever be safe. K lah, my family and close friends.

4) Do you think you have enough confidence? In certain ways yes, in some other ways, not really.

5) If you have a dream-come-true, what will it be? Right now, I hope to get into SMU with good enough grades.

6) What is your ideal fren? Someone who will tell me the truth even though it may hurt, who will be there to listen to whatever of your complaints and complain together to make you feel better... etc.

7) What is/are my goal(s) this year? This is a good one. Maintain my gpa.

8) Do you believe in eternity love? In the past, I do. Right now, I kind of don't.

9) If you have all the time & money in the world, what will you do? Travel around the world!

10) If time will to unwind, what will I change? There's something that I want to say to a certain person, but it's too late right now. If time will unwind, I will say what I want to say when I have the chance to.

11) What do you hope to do with your love ones? Go on a holiday and chill out together.

12) What feelings you hate most? Loneliness.

13) What is ur childhood ambition? I wanted to be a doctor, then I wanted to be a forensic scientist, then I wanted to be a vet.

14) Do you believe in love at first sight? Nope, I don't.

15) What do you think is the most important thing(s) in your life? My family, friends, and my studies.

16) Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you? Loved ones...

17) People who are going to be hated by you? People who hate me lo.

18) Do you deserve to be loved? Everyone deserves to be loved. =)

19) Which type of guy is your cup of tea? Guys who made a promise and doesn't break it.

Happy Belated 18th Birthday to Ben and William on the 11th!
Happy Father's Day to Dad and to my Bro.
Happy Birthday to my Bro as well, he turned 25 today.
More birthdays coming so you see why I'm always broke in June?
HaHa. =D
Shopped with Hui Li, Goki and Ben on Friday.
One word - shiok! =)
Had dinner at sushi tei. Even more shiok.
Study for MST~...
Jiayou everybody!

Happy Happy~ =).

Have been studying @ home these two days.
Started ECM today, but don't know why very hard to get the stuff into my head.
Watched finish this new tvb show on crunchyroll - on the first beat. - got my fav actor ron ng. =)
But I don't like the way he turned out in this series. Watch it and perhaps you'll know why, shall not talk about it here.

Finally talked to chew xue li online today ever since donkey months ago.
Talked about the past, funny stuff in class.
How piggy chai used to use the locker locks and attach it to our uniforms, making us look like idiots walking around with the locks to find the owners to remove it.
How Ah Du flirted with the girls in class with his substandard magic tricks, LOL. Everyone fell for it except us.
How Jia Fu never failed to entertain us with his jokes, the flipping dictionary one was classic.
How chai si aun will all of a sudden turn back to mess up my table.
The number of times we played hangman during chinese lesson.
The number of times I answered "I don't know" during chinese lesson because I was doing A-maths.
Gossipped openly about people using nicknames.
Throw staple bullets and erasers at yt when she was sleeping.
Waved at friends from other classes when they happen to walk by during lessons.
Classic.
I will never forget those times.
This was 2 years ago.

Enough reminiscing. =)
GSS shopping with huili, goki and ben this fri. FINALLY.
Shall get back to ECM for now.

We will achieve that dream together shall we?
I will be supporting you from here.
jia you! =D

Finally!
Caught the movie with HuiLi, Jeraine, Shu Fen and Julia @ The Cathay.
Ben and Entong decided to watch Kungfu Panda instead.
Okay, I'm super ulu, yesterday was my first time there. -.-'''.
Will frequent The Cathay more often from now onwards!
The movie was better than what I expected, and we got complimentary passes because there was a delay. =)
Anyways, softballers decided not to watch Harry Potter this year, because we were thoroughly disappointed with the last two. We have decided to watch together on dvd this time.
Can't wait for the trip in December. One word - fun. Make it two - memorable. =P

Anyway, after the movie, the rest of the gang decided to grab a bite over at PS, but I didn't join them because I need to go give tuition. Yes, income! And I find it super lucky that the assignment that I got this time was at The Nexus, the condo beside mine. Travelling fees = $0.

Friends who are having their midyears and poly people having their mst, remember to study okay! study finish then play! =D

1 week has passed, and I HAVEN'T STUDIED A SINGLE THING! DAMN IT.
Tomorrow, I shall start studying, tomorrow, yes tomorrow, omg.

Softball gathering @ Coach's sis's house today.
Had Penang laksa for lunch.
Then spend the whole day slacking, playing card games and nintendo wii.
Cooking mama on nintendo wii is super fun!
Went over to Mrs Choong's house to visit and we ended up watching dvd.
BBQ for dinner! 2nd BBQ of the week, time to head the gym!
Stingray, corns, beef, satays, otahs, noodle, chicken wings, sausages... SHIOK!
Thanks for the treat Coach! and Auntie Elizabeth too!

Love Team Nan Hua!

Hey all~

To update you all on what I have been doing for the past few days... I shall let the pictures do most of the explanation. =D

The Click Five Concert!

Finally! The long awaited concert!

Met up with HuiLi and Ben at Bugis to buy something. Then JunHao and ZhiMin joined us. Walked around for a little while and made our way to Kallang. Had Dinner and the guys gotta go off for work. Waited around for HuiLi's sis and accompanied her for dinner and then walked back to indoor stadium for the concert.

Nobody wants Tiger Beer, wrong concert la.

Concert was A-W-E-S-O-M-E.

Kyle was fantastic singing live.

The rest of the guys played super cool-y too.

Then the next day...

CHALET!

Woke up early to make sushi. Big Thumbs up from the gang =D. Said I've improved from the previous one. Thanks ah, it means a lot. =) HuiLi came over to help me carry stuff. Met Jeraine on the train. Had lunch and made our way to the chalet to meet the rest of the gang. Played asshole daidee and game of life before we prepare for the bbq. Watched the Singapore and Uzberkistan soccer match while bbq-ing. Then HuiLi, Zhimin and I became the tester for the chicken fillet that JunHao and Julia marinated. Super funny. We finished up the food and played some other card games and then we played murderer and mahjong. The forfeit for the loser was drinking one shot of Vodka + some other stuff that Zhimin mixed. I drank quite a few bit but I managed to stay awake till the next day.

Went to catch the sunrise. It's a pretty nice sight. Took some photos and went to Mac to eat breakfast. By then we were super tired so we walked back to bathe and sleep. It was around 8 am then. Woke up again at 12 noon and we decided to cycle to Tampines Mall. First time cycling on the road so it was a pretty good experience and of course super fun. But I always got to look out for MR TAN JUN HAO who always lag behind. Legs were aching because of the damn slopes but the nice breeze made up for it. Blows all the unhappiness away. Walked around Tampines Mall and lamed around with Ben, HuiLi and JunHao @ Toys'R'Us.

Then we cycled back to the chalet to wash up and slack.

Drunk!

JunHao's 23rd@ Sakura International.

Checked out of chalet in the morning and went home.

Watched Fated to love you Ep 12 and cried like crazy when Chen Xin Yi got knocked down by a car and Cun Xi had to sign the abortion paper to save her life. omg.

Slept for a little while and was almost late to meet the gang again for dinner to celebrate JunHao's birthday.